Errm, stuff-

Last night was my prom night. I didn't go. Yes, I stayed at home. Well, one thing is the prom was held in Palace of the Golden Kudas. I really wanna go at some point but many things came up. Firstly, my best friend is not going. I don't feel secure and I definitely wont enjoy much without her. Secondly, I don't have a date. So sad but NO. Dont sympathise me. So what I dont have a partner? Heck, I even have to think of the gender of my partner. HAhah. I'm also a member of the infamous gTL [geng tak laku]. Have to live up to the name. Shissh. As if it's a big deal and I dont have a prom dress cos I'm utterly broke... And my dad probably wouldn't let me go. He's so afraid that I'll turn bad n stuff. To him, studies come first. Then I can do watever I want. So no bf/gf stuff. Well, in the end, I'm the one who make the big decision. To tell you the truth, I mean seriously, I'm lazy! As in lazy to find a transport etc. Many people expected me and Emmerie to be there cos we're like you know the "happenning" girls but haha have to disappoint them. I'll be lying if I say it doesn't affect me a bit or else why would I bother blogging bout it?! Nah. I'm ok. Even if I'm there, I'll probably find somewhere quiet. I'm not really the party kind. I'm more secure with my old friends. This... might be a problem hey? Being so attached to ol' buddies. To some, prom night might the biggest event in their life and yes, I missed out on it but hey, to reassure myself, I bet there's no good lookings guy there. If there are, probably taken. One more thing: I bet the Indians are more than the other races [no offense. really. cos ICPU is famous for it's indian community too! which somehow contribute in making ICPU cool.. X) ].

So there, I said it. Short but errmm, just a reminder. Regret a bit and i know i will remember this for quite some time but life goes on. I shouldn't let this bother me cos I SERIOUSLY haven't figure out what to study. I've already been to college. Now, I'm starting my university soon. GosH. I dont feel mature at all. In fact, I think I'm more childish than before. I'm scaring myself.

Aside from all this, my close friend from Singapore, Shin Fei, is back. That budoh spraind her ankle as soon as she came down from the bus. Ultimate budoh. No. Wait. I can't say she's budoh cos she's the recipient of ASEAN scholarship to study in S'pore. Ish.! Pity her though cos cannot enjoy her stay here. We might have a bbq party in her house this saturday. We'll see.

Oh. My accomplishment for today: I destroyed my brother's keyboard. Opps.

Tata. Wanna watch tv. As usual.