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It's not easy finding recreational activities to do during the weekends in Klang Valley.. We have the nature parks, forest, land, etc but lack the management to popularise and utilize it to the max. Even with government allotted money, only 1% is used for the maintenance. Sad indeed but I guess we can only made do with what we have. 2 Sundays back, we went to Bukit Cahaya Alam in Shah Alam cos I wanted to cycle badly. I had in mind the picture of the East Coast in Singapore but was disappointed with the upkeep of the place for the amount they charge; RM3 for adult. It is clean with basic utilities but lack the attraction, the information notice board was like a thousand years old, places of interests are old; one word sum it all = rundown. It is definitely not a place I will recommend to tourists but nevertheless a good place for family to hang out.

Mr. Skinny with 6 packs posing with the fishes at the dam.

Ms. Poser, er, not posing at all.

Family pic while waiting for bus ride

Dad feels right at home

Very emo-Malay-style brothers

Fishes there are scary ass, I swear, they can jump.

Mum showing her moves

Stopped over by the peacocks' den, apart from resting from cycling the crazy "uphill-downhill" terrain

According to my bros, the peacock's coos sounded like "ku ku chiao" *pardon the crudeness*

While I was busy camwhoring,..

.. my "lovely" brothers decided to let their creative side run wild..

randomness~

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Sup?

It's funny that when I think that I had grasped the concept of friendship (after going through a few bad ones), whether it's acceptance or tolerance, the boundaries are still so vague.

I thought I can accept a friend as her/his ownself but it's not easy. How do you tell a friend you do not like her/his ways when she/he does not see the fault? It is afterall their cumulative and cultivated character and habits over the years.

Confused. Will I be known as a hypocrite if I still be friends but distant at the same time cos of the thoughts?
I guess being myself is the safest bet. *whatever that means*
I know I am full of flaws too but I am definitely up for suggestions and changes if I deem reasonable le.

Then there's always avoidance. Like some people who I do not find need to acknowledge. Mean~

On impulse(s)

Today,
I had so much fun,
jumping into the pool,
with Leeky,
after a long hour of sweating it out from playing squash!
HAHAH
*we cheated a bit cos we were wearing swimming suit la*

BUT

this wasnt the first time

The first time was purely on impulse, when everyone was busy stressing out, we were playing squash *library was too hypoxic k*
And after the game, the entire sports complex was so empty and it was about 8.45 pm.
AND, the pool looked so serene and calm and we were sweaty and hot. HAHA

So, we took out our shirt, shoes and socks and jumped in. La la la la.. of cos we were wearing proper bra. *blush*

Then the guard have to go and switch on the lights. hahah made us hide at the corner of the pool
Anak sungai style wei~
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Less then 5 minutes in the pool last nite,
we made the final decision to visit Batu Pahat (Leeky's hometown), after a day of dilly-dallying.
We wanted to go there for the famous crab dishes by the jetty. Unfortunately we left late and reached there bout only 12 am, just in time to see the restaurant close. :)

Nevertheless, the view by the jetty, where we had to walk on cemented stilts on the sea (bout 100ms) was breathtaking. What I like the most was the lighthouse view across the sea. So calming~
We had to walked pass peoples' houses to the seaside. Kinda remind me off Pulau Ketam in Klang. So traditional lifestyle. ^^

Then it had to rain. Huge fat ass droplets, torrential rain I have to say. Hungry and cold, we stopped at another restaurant to fill our stomachs.

Sadly, we missed Leeky's parents' who went to JB that nite. We managed to visit her sister's new cafe though. Very nice ambience with edgy furniture.

I reached hostel bout 3am. As usual, if we arrived late, we have to fill in the book before entering the hostel door. I was thinking what reason to write? *some of my previous reasons was supper = clubbing, supper = drinking session, study = supper* For last nite, I simply wrote, went back to hometown. Not mine but nevertheless. (:

In the end, it was quite fun. Tired, but I would like to visit the small little bustling town again someday. (:
Thanks Leeks and Jeremy for the late night road trip :)

Rant

I wanted to let it all out.
The thoughts are killing me.
So, I decided to signed into FB, to rant out my thoughts.
Instead, I am greeted with so many happy shoutouts *i am happy that they are confident that they'll pass* and people who are already posting up the cases that are out today. But seriously, is it necessary? We went through fair and square ok?

I guess life IS unfair.

... I immediately exed the page off, and ended up here.

First and foremost, while we were quarantined in the room, awaiting our turns for long cases, some jackasses or smart alecks decided to SPECULATE or DECODE the allocated numbers that we had. Initially, I was ignoring them, got so pissed when they expected everyone (20 +) in the room to take part in their little session because their "brains" were satured and they can't study. To the point where they were so confident, I was shaken too. Scared to my core cos apparently I am supposed to get Paedatrics case. This particular "her" had the guts to walk around, happily proclaiming that she's glad that she managed to get O & G cases because it was either my allocated number or hers, will get either Ped 0r O&G and she have to let everyone know what's on her freaking mind. I am pissed. Cos we all are there for our exams, not to hear you freaking whine. Best part is others actually entertain her. Anyways, so, like I said, I got influenced and studied on Pediatrics for the last one hour and when the invigilator came to get me, he told me my case is an O & G case. Well, not that I am complaining at that moment cos I was aiming for O&G case.

Saying this, another friend was also expecting an ortho case cos of their conclusion but she had Peds case which was equally tough as mine. ):

Then hell began. As the invigilator was leading me to obstetrics ward, the corresponding medical officer said the fourth case is at the gynaecology ward. I was thinking, " i hope it's fibriods or ovarian cyst". Sigh. I guess it's just not my day. My patient has a freaking long history of carcinoma of cervix, had TAH BSO done last year, presented with ascites, had radiotherapy + chemotherapy done and left lower limb swelling. To her credit, my patient was cooperative * i was thinking after the exam, the person who wanted badly to get an o&g case should have this case cos this patient only speaks in MANDARIN* but she has shortness of breath, abdomen discomfort and forgotten details about her own condition. I had to clerk a freaking long history with only 15 minutes for examination of the abdomen and just my luck, when the examiners came, they were Dr. Sameera and Dr. Yang (surgical consultant). I knew I was dead.

He freaking expected me to examine the left lower limb swelling as a proper examination plus I had to do abdomen examination proper and other systems as well, since she presented with ascites.

He also asked a whole bunch of surgical questions and I didnt have time to answer any O&G questions. Not that I know also, cos wasnt expecting ca cervix.


Now I really know why people created the word, "F*CK". It's for such situations..

Sighhh..


Stress kao kao.

Monosaturated

I am suffocating.. can I go somewhere till the exam is over?
Feel so inadequate, unequipped for the exam, in spite of facing the books for hours a day.
AND
The thought of repeating the course, shit, damn stress k..
I know everyone handles stress differently and mine, happens to be the "avoiding/escaping-from-reality" one. -.-"

God save me. And the rest of the batch who is going for battle on Thursday onwards. Amen