Worries + rubbish

Examination period (22 Nov till 24 Nov)

I can't say i'm stressed because I'm not studying much. I can't say it's easy because I didn't study hard/smart [wateva]. I can't say it's hard because I am smart [HA-HA].

I am more afraid of what will happen after the exams. Will I work or will i study?..WHere will i be studying? No...the important question is WHat will i be studying??.. My gosh. This reminds me of the ....

"Two roads diverge in the yellow wood shite."

Robert Frost. I know your feelingS.

I'll have to make a tough decision. Science or Arts Degree??... Pharmacy or Law?... I am so undecided and worried. I rather have more exams and prolonged my current programme but tht'll be a waste of time and money. Speaking of money.. URRGGH! You know what, there's some point in life you have to admit that money is everything. Yha, yah, yah.. love is above all but sometimes love ain't enough. Try telling the poor that money is not everything. Try telling a student who wants to pursue his/her dream that money is not everything. Try telling anyone who wants to be cool that money is not everything ( u need money to be cool u ..ah-bengs!!) It is a sad sad fact.

If someone (more like fairy god mother) were to ask me what power i wanna possess??.. I'll say "SHADDUP". I'm already miserable enough as a petty human being. Dont make me feel any worse.

The right question should be, If the-almighty-power-above were to give me superpower, what will it be? I'll shout, "WooHoo". And shit. "Woohoo" is not a super power. Double shit. OK. Note to self: Never express any joy or scream any silly stuff that I might regret later. Fine.

...............I wanna possess the power to see the future *You sure ar? Can c the future but cannot change it lorh* AIhs.

....How bout the power to heal? Huump.. A good idea. I can send antrax/SARS/any incurable diseases to Bill Gates or the Walton famliy (billionaires who own Wal-mart) and ask them for a minimum fee of let's say .....US$10billion to cure them or they'll die??.. or i can cure the many many many many poor kids in poor countries.. I wanna do that but maybe after blackmailing Bill Gates (if i dont get caught). Nah. I'll pass that.

>>Notice why I did not mention powers like speed, strength, elasticity or invisibility (made fame by the "Incredibles")? Well, I want superpower (superpowers if possible) but who says bout being a superhero? Superheroes are lame shite who suffers from LOA (lack of attention) syndrome. They need to show off their powers "so that it wont go to waste" * Ok i admit. I'm jealous. ARggh!* Ok back to my power. How bout the ability to create anything?With that, I can create money, create medicine, create ???love??, create ??/beauty products??/, create tons more of lame stuff and pollute the world with unnecessary stuff. Note to the-almighty-power-above: Do not waste your time on this no-good-fullofnonsense-crappy-unthankful-unappreciative leech. Give her a life instead or at least a workable brain.

I totally envy those dudes in X-MEN I and II too!! Why some people (mutants) can be darn cool and others are stuck here ..wishing to be like them?? DAMn. Forget about powers. Just give me a smarter brain and I'll work out everything by myself.

I n case if you're wondering why am I crapping so much? It's because I'm darn cold, alone and utterly bored in the library!! I forgot to bring my econs notes for tomorrow exam and i've finished my Biology exam. And hungry too.

At this point, I'm really wondering, what will I be in the future....