Hak. Finally

Introduction to this post:
I'm always contradicting myself. Always come up with more problems but never the solution. Indecisive. Undecided. I take things for granted (like never say "thank you" or "please" to close friends. Sometimes I really think that I'm a monster.. hhaha. What I usually do is snatch, push, put up a fight and pout to get what I want when I can have it if I just ask.. ) This post will have lots of blabbering cos I'm just being me.. =) Actually this can be a short, direct to the point post but everytime I say something, I always have a counter opinion. I can never make up my mind. So, if you can't stand "nonsense" or "too much words", go somewhere else. Shoo~

Rainy season has arrived. The clouds are crying most of the time. Anywhere, everywhere, anytime, EVERYTIME. Despite me preferring rainy season (cos I like the cold weather?.. Hey, in india there's only two choices, either it's dry hot season or cold/wet rainy season.. but for both seasons i'll still be wet. For summer: soaked in sweat -note: i'm just exaggerating k?!- For rainy season: drenched in rain. Since there's no winter or autumn here, i guess rainy season will do..)

Like I said, despite me preferring the rainy season, I have a pile of dirty clothes waiting to be sent to the dobi but it rains all the time. There'll be so much trouble if i were to carry my clean, dry clothes back from the dobi and it suddenly rain cats and dogs. Guess I have to wait till next january for the monsoon season to end, then only send my clothes to wash... *no la, gila kar. maybe tomorrow.... the pile of dirty clothes in the laudry bag is starting to freak me out.. *

Then, my bag is usually heavy due to the amount of "books" i carry.. ok.. partially the books fault... I admit I do have "rubbish" in my bag, such as my huge-ass-can-kill-dog pencil case, my emergency eau de toilette *in case i stink.. Hahaha.. which i dont.. i smell nice all the time, that's why I said, incase??*, my green-sucking-baby-like-water-bottle (which only I can use but nowadays there's this particular PIGBEAR who seems to be taking interest in my bottle), tissue paper, lipgloss, mirror, etc.. and now I have to ADD rain coat and umbrella .. *ok la. I got weird issues. I go the extra length just to tell you that I'm lazy to carry my umbrella and raincoat. Hey, I can blog about my faeces too but that'll definitely gross you guys out... *

Not only that, 3 pairs of shoes are wet. Now i have to wear slippers to class. Macam auntie lor. but kinda cute cos the slippers, preferably known as sandals, are bought from Udupi with my friend, Leeky. Both of us bought the same kind of sandals but in different colours. So, each of us took one side of each sandal. Hence, a hybrid of black and red sandals. Sometimes when I wear it, I have strangers coming up to me tellin me that I'm wearing the wrong side. When I told them I know, they just look in disbelief. 50% chances that they must be thinking, "weird malaysians. still leaving on the tress ka?" Then, there's people who asked me, 'Fashion no?".. I just looked and smiled. =).. Not only are my shoes wet, my socks are having difficulty to dry ( i have 6-8 pairs of unwash socks. I dread washing socks but I only have myself to blame cos i tend to accumulate my dirty socks then only wash it sekaligus.. ya.. sekaligus.. waist, leg and hand pain.. washing socks can be a very tiring exercise.. *sweat* ) - Budoh Shirley and Fhwufyng surely laughing like mad cos they dont understand or dont HAVE TO understand the agony of washing own clothes. Blek!!!- Bottomline, there's no point wearing socks and shoes when it's going to get wet the minute I leave my hostel!

After complaining bout the rain, I still like rainy season for no apparent reason.. (at this point, i'm getting real lazy to organize my points... hahah..spare you from more crappy thoughts.. bluek)

Aside from that,

Note to self: Amanda, you should really learn how to constantly update you blog!.. Amanda says gullibly, "Huh? Why a?" ... cos..

1. You (ok, I) have short term memory. The last time you (.. I..) properly blog is approx. one month ago and that's like before block 3 exam. It's been so long that even then exam results are out already. And when i finally want to blog about how stressful the exam period was emit the fun I have, the mood is not there already. Then you might ask, why not blog after the exam? Since it's been quite some time already? But you should know, I am very THE lazy.
2. Friends, particularly, Fhwu fyng will start their conversation in MSN by asking, "HOI, you havent die ka? So long no news."
3. Either I'll have nothin to write, or I'll start writing about anything under the sun (or dark clouds)

So, what have I been up to in the passed few weeks?

I've been spending time with a particular pigbear bear aka Lester or or Cute piggy or big bully or MuUnster or Pigbearbear who has been such a wonderful close friend. Our friendship is special yet weird that people often perceive us as couple. Hak ak hak. Seriously, I dont care what others think but people here are extremely busybody. Teasing? i can accept but not publically in a group and definitely detest gossipers. Aside from that, I think he deserve to be mention in my post cos he's been such a nice friend, though he makes me sad, angry, emo at the same time. ^-^ . I guess I enjoy his company because he's sensitive enough to realised there's something wrong and care enough to ask. He's stupidly funny *blek. i'm gonna die for this* and annoyingly horrible at times. But there's still more to understand about him cos I'm not sure when he's serious or playing. When he's playing, I'll be angry. When I'm playing then, he'll be mad. Weird fella. I am very attach to that particular someone once I'm comfortable with him/her. For example, back home in Malaysia, I have my gang gatal crew or I'm always seen with my bestie, Emmerie and pseudo bestie, Cheryl Choh choh. I'm always bless wth good friends. This scares me sometimes because at different phases of my life, even in Manipal, for mere aprrox 9 mths, I've experienced the feeling of seeing friendship becoming distant. There's nothin much I can do but hey, I tried to maintain the friendship, just that the opposite sides always give me the cold shoulders. This "cute" friend of mine ( still talking bout Muunster) is honest to remind me my mistakes, encourages me and is there for me when I need help. However, there's always miscommunication between both of us but we'll tried to voice it out, be truthful and hopefully solve the problem =P. I learn a lot from this friendship, both good and bad. He taught (teach, present tense cos classes still going on) me lots of "yellow" stuff (hahaha, he's so gonna kill me for this), gives me critical opinions (always ask me to improve my vocabulary cos I have limited words to scold him such as , "Jahat", "Hantu", "I dont like you", "Go away", "Munster", "Mean fella" ), carry my stuff (I like to call him "Daddy" when he does that cos he reminds me of the time where I'll manja my dad to carry my things for me no matter how light the things are), how to be thoughtful (note to self: Lester says must say thank you, please and excuse me ), deriving 1000 ways to "Pujuk" people, introduce me to his church community etc. As far as I am concern, there are things need NOT to explain to others. He's a part of my giler life now.. hopefully he can keep me sane more than insane or.. wait, is it insane more than sane?!! Dunno how long will this last.. so all I can do now is enjoy and appreciate what I have. My new-found friendship. ! *If you are reading this Lester, HI!!!!!!! *

Guess thts all for now. Took me 3 days to post up this post. Shhessh.