Back home, finally.
Leaving India with very mixed feelings.
People here often asked me, "Do you miss India?"
Duh. I stayed in Manipal, India for 2 and 1/2 years, moreover during my transition period from teen to a young adult.
Let me tell you what I experienced, learned or observed.
>> It really sucks when people are confined in a small town, they tend to be really busybody. There are certain people who create stories/gossips or give funny ideas just to watch people argue. I guess that's their form of entertainment in this small town. It's like they feed on other's miseries. They portrayed themselves as "friends" and worst part is I discovered it too late after trusted them. I'm not saying I'm a perfect friend but one thing I learned from years of friendships is keeping secrets when told or at least have common sense on what should be said or not.
>> Friends who attached to you for benefits. Parasite (not associated with leech). Friends with benefit is acceptable or rather, simbiosis but not to the extent of leaving a friend to go to another just for farts. I treated each friend sincerely without asking for anything in return. For fart's sake, at least considered my feelings. This is my blog. I'll admit if I'm jealous but I'm not. It's just hurtful to see people's true colours the hard way and again, after months of close friendships. I chose not to trust others when I was told bout it. I gave them benefit of doubt but again was proven wrong. My only regret is I never confront them but I chose to let it passed. So, there'll be always a
... grudge now.
Didn't wanna sound so dramatic after a period of absence but this topic just comes to my mind.. =P
Guess it has been bothering me hey.. but all will be fine now.. hopefully with the distance, busy timetable.. then I'll see who are the friends worth keeping
Friendships are 2 ways.. I do my part. And I expect you to do your part.. unless u disagree with me.. then good riddance! =)
Will blog bout my holiday in Cochin, Kerala soon. Made me miss India even more. huhuh
p.s: Camera died on me during the 2nd day of holiday. So crappy! And I got it fixed for RM226!! Arggh!!
2 comments:
back in msia should be more free hor. but u still havent reply my email oh... =/
been waiting for almost a year dy
!!!
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