URGH!

I wanna screammmmmmmmm.. arrghhhhh!!!!!!!..
Apparently things should remain confidential after the "meeting" esp nothin should be on facebook. Try to control this bast*rd and bit*hes!!!
This is my blog. My online diary of somesort.
Even politicians can blog bout their opinion. Heard of blogging freedom? If you dont like, create you own blog and diss me. Furthermore, no names are mentioned. Not gonna pollute my beloved blog with such names.

Today is my first time seeing a pseudo-lawyer (albeit not his business - not in our group, not even our batch but talked like he has YEARS of experience and he is only a "close" friend) in action.

I have no friends to talk to, everyone boycott me, although not directly but from their facial expression, I can feel it. sob sob *please sense the SARCASM*

Freaking childish rite? "villain" actress have to involve a lecturer cause she knows she will end up dead, talking to us *i will personally pull her hair, not because i am uncivilised but because she's a pain in the ass* I thought I was gonna have an outburst there but LOL, other members were more boiling hot than me. * pat on the back for myself for controlling my anger*

I was apparently being biased towards the 2 accused people cos I have been standing on their side and not saying anything pleasant to her ears but i'm s000 sorrie hor *sarcasm again*, they are my friends while you are nothing. And please, I do have a BRAIN to think for my own. I KNOW what is right or wrong or in this case, downright RUBBISH.

I did not say much cos firstly, once you involve a lecturer in such a personal matter *laughing stock man, even primary school kids dont do that*, it has been a bias already. Secondly, we will never know what the lecturer will do in the exams, and wouldn't wanna be a target in exams.

She says we ( the other group members were never involve). We are very much involved cos we were accused of boycotting/bullying her, although not directly but apparently she feels it, she sense it from our facial expression and she is very sad bout it. YO B*TCH. Now you even wanna control our freedom of speech is it? Seriously, how can 9 others be at fault when you yourself feels pitiful bout youself, using this trick to gain sympathy from the male slut. *I am amazed by my own anger*

Like I said, how can people not see the wolf disguised as a sheep? As we all predicted earlier on, she teared while talking bout her sad story. Oh man, I wish I have tears too, tears of frustration and anger but I guess the boiling temperature in me has boiled the tears dry.

I am partially mad cos I was not able to stand up for my friends although they've been wronged but I am glad that the lecturer has sense to know what's going on. The lecturer said she-devil can't force us to like her. So true.

The whole "meeting" was apparently to solve her issues. Yes man. We have to tolerate her, show her kindness and love, understand her financial situations and her stresses, include her in our conversations cos WE made her unable to study. Only one word to describe my feelings: WOW!

The problems, all the accusations was not solve cos we were not there to point fingers but to make her feel better and understand her situation. Awww....

I dont know what the other group members will think or will do but I am already treating her "good" by NOT acknowledging her presence. Force me, bite me but she can kiss my sorry ass man! Want me to be her friend? Nah *puuuuuuuuttttt* but.. she is afterall in my group, *puppy eyes* I will answer her if she ask any questionS regarding study matters. Have to tell her though, she needs to pay me for my expressions. It's not free. Oh wait, then again, I might be called up by the lecturer.. Hmmmm...


Then again, I do not wanna hold a grudge on her. Will only make myself suffer. In the end, I know, we know. That's what matters.

I had an intense headache after the meeting. Thot I was gonna faint due to raised intracranial pressure!. So much anger!!

p.s: i have a secret. ask me personally n I will tell you. but shhh.. dont tell any one k. (: