In my holiest opinion, supported by many surveys (actually only emmmie, cheryl n esther) and observations ( last minute hmwk, computers in library fully used, ppl queuing up to collect their printed work n etc) plus in-depth analysis ( regenerating my brain), the sufficient amount of holidays for college students should be 2 weeks. At least for me. One week for fulfilling the main purpose of holiday and another week for doing all the procrastinated homework.  However, no matter how long the holiday is, majority of people have not done their homework. For example, my three mentioned earlier friends and me of cos. Bottomline, too short = not good , too long = not good , no holiday = x10 not good . Ah my holidays are gone just like tht.. ArghHh...

ICPU resumes. Seeing classmates and friends is as though...... "Eh, i saw u yesterday rite?!!". One week is nothing. Don't even have sufficient time to miss them or see any changes in them (apart from me who happened to suffers all girls nightmare which is, gain weight). But i do miss college. I do miss my frens. I miss the food. I miss the librarians. (EeEKek!! .. *Cabut lari!!!**CEPAT!!* ). Oh oh ..today i nearly have my lunch with the librarians bcos two of my frens planned to ditch me during break for replacement of accounting class. Luckily i managed to go to the nearby tokong and pray hard that, that doesn't happen.

And i have a long talk with esther today about our plans after ICPU. She'll be doing Law in University of Reading. ME?? Mua?? Saya? Wo?? Aihs.. i'm still lost. The only light i see at the end of the tunnel is leading towards psychology. Death rate will increase. Psychos will multiple. New disease worse than SARS & AIDS: Seeking Help From Leech the Psychologist Syndrome (SHFLP- pronounce as Shelp). Symptoms: Depression , tends to commit suicide, needs attention, bankrupcy = money 4 me . MUAhahHAhaah.( I'm not that heartless and mean k?!!)  I'm just very tired of science related programmes but to be a professional, i don't see any other choice. Dun wanna stay in the lab all day too!!! What i like to do wont give me big bucks to support my brothers and family. Studying itself requires money..$$$.. I dont wanna study here! and wants university with good environment, nice landscape and loads of places to visit. Have to think of the course i want, university, fees, country and etc. Psst PsSt.. Let me tell u a secret. My ultimate dream is to open a kindergarten or a bakery shop.

So to comfort myself, all i can do now is take everything slowly. Following the flow. Take things as it comes. *CucKoo cuckoo cUckoo* Wake up lerh! Time flies!. Shit! Ouch..! Reality bites ... (To all my frens especially gTL crew: Glad to share it with u though.. at least got teman .. come come.. everyone deserves a slap.. ermmm. i mean a hug)..

Okies. Wanna read The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown. I have it since last week and only started reading yesterday. If you know me well, you should know that i'll be watching tv at this time but all the shows suck. Deteriorating. Lamer. Flying stunt in the pool. Law drama with funny casts.

Current state of mind: R.o.j.a.k.

BuH-Bye~

p:s> other than the smilies and smilies taking signs (oh n the rat too), the rest are known as KAOS. Cute rite emmerie?? MuahHAha.. this is for u