Thursday, February 09, 2006

Australia took my fren away.

I brought 10 kgs -maybe less- of books from India for nothing!!...

I'm supposed to catch up with my studies and the books are just right beside me but I'm not bothered!...

I keep thinking.. it's freakin holiday!..

Anatomy, Biochem and physiology supposed to be my bedtime stories but.... how can i resist the newly released shin chan?.. =)

I shall procrastinate. Better than not touching it at all. I'll start next week (hopefully) at least flip thorough a few pages.. or wipe off the spider webs.. or refresh my memory that once upon a time, i read that before.


Actually, i wanted to blog about my best friend, Emmerie. She left for Australia today. I just don't know how to start or what to say. I shall just type whatever that comes to my mind k??..

We've always been friends since standard one but was not close at all. In fact, i think she hated me cos the now me also hated the then me.. geddit?..

Slowly, i see the changes in me because she helped me to grow up a lot. She help changed me into a better person, more sensitive towards others feelings and learn to keep secrets. We became a group during standard 4 till standard 6 but that's also just close friends. Heck, i'm not even sure what's considered as best friend or close friend...! All i know is whenever I am happy or sad or excited, I'll turn to my dearest best friend Emmerie. Whenever she's missing, sad or worried, I am worried too although I know I totally SUCK in giving advice. She's the more level-headed one at times.. =) I look so highly on her during standard six cos she'll be the one giving wise advice.. hahaaha..

Then slowly during form one, we became closer, maybe cos of tuition classes. We see each other everyday that we even joked that the sight of each other make us vomit. As the years go by, we shared secrets, happy moments, sad moments, mostly lame moments, seeing her happy make me happy too!.. I just feel extremely comfortable being myself in front of her. No mask, not pretentious and most of all, being the real leech. And i think the nickname leech is also given by her.. X) Or was that Eeech.?..

RemeMber the time in the train to Singapore with Cheryl? That was hilarious.."Do you know what time is it?'" Stupid man. Thanks to him, we nearly laughed to dead.

SHe has her er-hem, attitude (a.k.a flaws) but i respect her for it. It, in turn trained me to be more tolerant and accept people for who they are. Seriously, I think I grew a lot by having her as a confidante, a friend, a pal, a buddyy.. a best friend.

Emmerie is just someone who I know is beautiful, unique, special but then again, no word can describe her perfectly. It's something you can see and feel but not able to describe. =)

Still, I dont know whether I consider her as a best friend or not (not that it's not good).. because best friend sounds so lame and unsecure. I'm so afraid it wouldn't last. Anyway it's just a title. I dunno how she feels since she'll have other people in and out her life but I am always there for her as a friend, close friend or best friend.. I'm back form India only a few days, and she have to leave already. I have infact many things to tell her but I need time to squeeze it out from my brain. It's already bad that the time difference between Malaysia and Australia is four hours and when I return to India, it'll be 6 hours. Argghh.. so sad.. I didn't have time to prepare her farewell present too... I'll send it to Australia k? Send me your address, emmie!

If you are reading this Emmerie, sorry I can't write a better touching one. Not that poetic too. Just sincerely from the heart.... Thanks, Emmerie for being a friend. Take care. Love you lots.

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