Back in India

After a month of holiday ( as proclaimed by the university administration), I'm finally back to all books and no play, makes Leech, a blardy nerd. I know it doesn't rhyme but I'm very frustrated.

Back home in Malaysia, I know I've spend more time with my friends than my family because my parents were here in India last December. So I didn't miss them much. But when I arrived here, and started unpacking, I felt so sad and missed home so much, especially my mum and dad. They are so nice to me, so supportive and understanding and I just suddenly had this feeling of not-worth-being loved that much. It's like, they gave me so much but I only give out quarter of what they gave. I know that's not how you measure love but I really felt so bad and cried cos I really miss them cos I know I'll only be seeing them in another 6 months. Then, Sunday came. Spent my last holiday watching movies. Was feeling much better cos got used to the environment again.

Beginning of new semester. Hell. I'm so sleepy and tired and half blur most of the time. Everyday go to class, thinking of my bed, breakfast, lunch and time to go home. Weird. it's my choice. Now I have to walk the road. Sigh

I have nothin else to say now. Will blog later. Still surviving. I am a survivor. ahahha.