Leech says HI!

How should I began this post? This is one of those days where live life and be merry mantra is not working.

2015 was considered a blessed year. I traveled to at least 8 countries, dived at least 8 times, moved to a new place, started work at a new department and fell in love..

The last bit could have been better but it ended in a sour note. I was fine being single, living life as it is, surrounded by family and friends, I never ask for anyone to come and sweep me off my feet. I was showered with attention and love and given promises for the future, like a hurricane it came and left, creating chaos n the end but not like he care. Gosh how can someone be so cruel? I wasnt even sure to begin with but decided to give it a try because it was comfortable to say the least. Yet, the guy decided to end it in the most unflattering way, I know I should not dwell in it and its time to move on, the heisnotworthy words had been drill in my brain umpteen times but I couldnt help it. There are days I doubt myself, was I not good enough for him, what went wrong, why I didnt get the answer or closure that I deserve? The anger, hate and sadness come in cycles and I hated it. Sigh. I agree for the fact I wasnt so into him, more on the feeling of having a companion but nobody deserved what I went through. 

I figured the heartache was more of me not seeing it coming and thinking we could have progress more, The memories was short and sweet while it lasted. Heck, maybe in few years down the road, I will read this and laugh at it (like what Ive done for some of my previous blog posts)

So, to get over this shit ass, I say screw you. I know that I have to put my priorities elsewhere, Myself, family and friends. Even as I typed this, I have friends who are checking out on my well being and dishing out realistic life advices and I am truly thankful for that.

Yes money is never enough but Im thankful for a job. Career wise is still in a standstill but Im resilient and I can survive anywhere anyhow, *wah sudden surge of positivity* Crazy friends still remain crazy, even got closer to some. Yes, Im blessed in many ways. 

The year may begin crappy but Im not gonna let it dictate the whole year. 

Here's to a Happy 2016 and many more happy years to come!