Travelogue 2012

2012 has been the year of traveling, regardless of new countries, repeated countries or local places. 

Being in KK (limited destination choices) and medical line (difficulty in applying long holidays) have their shortcomings but managed to made do with what we can!

1. Started the year with day trip to Pulau Tiga (survivor island) with orthopedic gang.
2. CNY trip to Osaka and Kyoto with family except 1st bro who was still in India. Konnichiwa! So in love with Korean and Japanese culture. 
3. Family trip to Chiangmai/Chiangrai, Thailand
4. White water rafting (level 3) in Padas. Had to take a 2 hours bus ride, then train ride to the interiors just to reach the river.
5. Ipoh road trip with gTLIers. Went for abseilling and again, white water rafting but this time the water was clearer and cleaner, followed by eating galore!
6. Sat helicopter for the first time to the interiors of Kota MArudu to retrieve a child with high fever 
7. Day trip again with the guys to Kundasang, Ranau for cool breeze of fresh air. Feels like Austria with the mountainous landscape.
8. 4 days 3 night road trip from KK-Brunei-Miri with Leeky and Dora and collected 20 stamps on the passport along the way.  had such a lovely fun trip just us girls
9. Another Ipoh trip with mum and dad. Spent some quality time together 
10. 2 days 1 night trip to Kudat, tip of Borneo with the guys again. Sunset view was awesome and shisha-ing by the beach has never been this good.
11. Nabalu day trip for medical camp with Leeky
12. Rasa ria resort day trip with Leeky after eating Tuaran mee from the origin itself.
13. Christmas celebration in Singapore
14. Labuan day trip (drove for 2 hours and speedboat ride for another half and hour) for a good friend's wedding.
15. Kiansom waterfall day trip followed by brief stop at Kasih Sayang Resort on Kokol Hill, Inanam.
16. Last stop, Keningau where work begins in 2013 

Random musings

It's 3am in the morning..

Just came back from an outing with the usual gang in KK. A new group of friends I became closer within 10 months or so.

And it hit me that as much as I enjoy the companionship, sometimes I cant help feeling sad that my friends feed on others negativity to keep the conversation going. It may be funny if you're not THE joke but it's hurtful when you're the said topic.

And Im sure if I voiced it out.. I'll be seen as childish but.. you see, everyone's needs are different. I cant compromise my happiness for your entertainment. Hence, most of the time, I'll try to control what I said, and just laugh.. I'll try my best not to laugh at others misery cos I know exactly how it feels..

Hmm.. it's different from my usual friends from high school or college friends which I hangout with, in the sense, random topics, ideas or nonsense are things we chat about and joke non stop. No direct personal jokes on a particular person, and I remember leaving, feeling uplifted and encourage that I have a group of friends who appreciate me for who I am and where I can really get support.

I guess everyone is different and I just need to learn to adapt to the situation.

What's saddening is, it limits what I wanna say, share or joke about..

I know I can trust them when it come to certain situations and I know we must have shared some common sentiments to become a group ... but feelings like this is not something I wanna feel all the time.. sigh.

Human is such a peculiar creature...

Byebye Malacca

Leaving Malacca in a few hours time, a place I grew to love, just like Manipal.



I am glad that MMMC's campus is in Malacca, with Melaka GH and Muar Hospital as our training ground, which might not be the best teaching hospital but the patients and hospital staffs *who can be pain-in-the-ass-at-times* are very accommodating, especially when it's nearing exams. I seriously can't picture myself being woken up by medical students for interrogation and examination, repeat 50X. Haha. And the campus is near to home with wee-bit of entertainment around to fill-up time (exploring Malacca for good food and nice ambience to chillout), not forgetting the lecturers, some who are more dedicated than others *opps* but all deserve their due respects.

*editted: What i do NOT miss bout Malacca is the slow-poke brainless Malaccan no. plate drivers. Not all but majority! They have the ability to make, even the holiest nun to burst in anger and probably the main cause attributing to road rage statistics! *

Malacca is albeit different from Manipal.

Here, I realised quanlity rules over quantity. It's not the amount of friends that matters but the friends who sticks around for better or worse, which is suffice. It is during this 5 years in medical course that shaped my early adulthood. I learned that it's impossible to please everybody *I admit that I was a people-pleaser in Manipal, just because I thought having more friends is better than having enemies* but it comes to a certain point in my life that I think I should put myself first once in awhile and make my stand. Sometimes, we can be friends because we overlook a certain things, adding tolerance and acceptance but of course, FATE plays an important part and other times, friends fall out due to clashing of personalities, misunderstanding or just because ;) In this point of my life, I know who are my true friends who I should put effort to stay in touch and I know they'll do the same :)



Some wonderful memories with wonderful peeps.







Saying goodbye to Malacca it's like saying bye to medical student's life (all studying, playing and spending money) and a reluctant HI to working life (bills to pay, responsibilities to carry and further studies to pursue) :( Oh well, I guess this is life!


P.S: Planning for Europe trip is a bitch.
Flights, trains, hotels hostels argghh *pulls hair* but luckily, there's Leeky to be the ideal travel partner. *fingers cross for a fun adventure*
Couldnt think of anyone else to do this with :D

Crazees!

Another random stopover to unwind a hectic week, though it was only midweek. LOL
Yeah. Had a round of cocktails, bought Heineken, fend off friendly guys who bought us a bucket of Tiger beer (took one bottle only, but they came over to refilled it), another group who wanted to dance and an old uncle who refused to take NO for an answer despite refusing his offer for free drinks and join his group, THREE times.

It's quite safe cos there's bouncers and waiters checking our well-being every 10 mins or so. And we dont simply take free drinks unless it's open by the waiter in front of our eyes and of course to avoid the obligation to join them.

Guy A: You girls are not from around?
Us: No. From KL *put on thick English accent*
Guy B: Oh. Studying?
Us: Yeap. MMU.
Guy B: What's your names?
Us: Jun and Apple *chuckles*
Guys: You girls cant really speak Chinese?
Us: Nope. Minimal. Sorry guys. We are lesbians We just wanna have fun among ourselves.
Guys: *kinda gentleman* Dont worry. We are good guys. Have fun!

Harmless fun k?
Songs were good. Live band was great. Filipinoes can really sing!
A great night indeed especially with Korean instant noodles with tons of chilli padi as supper *highlight of the night!* Yum!

Friendship talk

It holds true that it's not the quantity but the qualtiy of the friendship that counts.
People enter our lives everyday; some might leave or some might stay; some make a difference or impact and some just remain as acquaintance.

I have to confessed that I've been a very lousy friend but am really touched by the concern and love given by my friends.

The other day, I promised Leeky to play squash with her around 6pm and headed to sleep. When the time comes to wake up, I had headache so I messaged her and told her I cant join her. Moments later, subconsicously I checked my phone and saw her replying that it was ok and she left her phone at home. I assumed all is well until the next day, when I met her coincidently in the hospital cafetaria and she joined me for breakfast. She seems like her usual happy mood. Then I left for my class. Told her I would see her in the afternoon. Then during the afternoon class, she was discussing vehemently with Olive but still joked around with me. Dunno why but I felt a tad bit distant. So, after class, she was talking to someone and I took my leave. From across the corridor, she shouted my name and called me over. I happily walked over and she told me in her cheerful but mischievious voice, that she cant stand it when I kept quiet and did not say anything. I told her that I dont understand what she meant. She proceeded to tell me that she waited for me for an hour yesterday evening at the squash court and she left her phone at home. To add on to the injury, Jeremy went for golf. OMG. My heart just fell. I felt so damn bad that I took my friend for granted. huhu. I immediately apologised profusely and offered to treat her teatime *not bribing in anyway but that's the least I can do* I am so glad she told me what happened. I am so glad that she did not "sweep it under the carpet". Over teatime, she told me stories that happened over the weekend while I was away. Sigh. She has every right to feel angry but she did not. I am confused by her actions. hahahah. I really felt relieved and glad that I did not lose her over this mistake (:

Today, Siong bought tickets for Ip Man 2 (which btw, is really a good movie. the kind of movie that gives me an unexplainable good feeling) and I am thankful for that. I think he bought it the second time, for me cos he initially bought tickets for the rest. I didnt know who else was going but only knew Chandan and Gayathri will be there. I did again my stupid habit of asking people out for dinner, a day before and then cancelled the last minute cos was dead tired *class ended late today*

I always assumed that at least they have company, so it's ok BUT I know it's NOT ok to break promises or simply assumed things and it's really a bad habit.

I met up with Gayathri and Chandan, who had their dinner there, at Dataran Pahlawan. There's like 10 minutes more till 9.20pm and I stupidly decided to packed a light dinner to have it in cinema. It took quite sometime and to walk from the stall to the cinema took approximatly 5 mins. Chandan went and took the tickets from the rest while Gayathri accompanied me to wait for my food. We reached the cinema entrance bout 9.27pm *approx la* and Gayathri wanted to go to the bathroom. So, me and Chandan entered first. Thankfully the movie havent started and they were playing advertisements. Siong managed to get the middle row. The rest were already seated. 4 guys including Siong. There was 2 seat empty beside Siong and another one right at the other end. The 4 guys were sitting between the empty seats. SO, I sat with Chandan initially and was surprised with the seating arrangement. I was told that my seat is the single seat at the other end. I DID say, "Er, can't you guys like, move a seat?" NOT that I am creating fuss but shouldn't guys be more gentleman? It's not that by moving a seat, the movie will be distorted. Yes, I know that I came in late but not that the movie has started also. I did not want to make things bad and decided to take the single seat at the other end, beside Chin and a a couple of strangers. I was fuming. Angry.

Tell me if I am overreacting or what? but I only came cos I knew Gayathri and Chandan were going. I did not know who else were there other than Siong who was kind enough to buy the tickets. If I wanted to be isolated, MIGHT AS WELL I BUY MY OWN TICKET AND WATCH ALONE. I wanted to send a long message and complained to Leeky *that also felt bad for not watching with her* but decided not too cos my AINO screen is damn huge. People beside me will be able to see what I've wrote. haha. I sent a SMS to Gayathri though. I felt so angry. Call me irrational or dramatic, whatever k! Chandan was so nice to offer to switch places. Made me feel bad cos I dont want to separate the couple. Told them it was ok but they insisted. 2 mins into the show, we switched places. I felt worse cos they were sharing popcorns and drink and now they are seating at both ends, with 5 of us in between. Sigh.

After the movie ended, the couple accompanied me to my car although their car is at the other end. My gosh. I felt so touched.

Thank you, my friends.

This post is really to remind myself not to take things for granted (:
and to announced their good deeds. haha

What I've been up to?

Looks like I'm blogging on a weekly basis. Lol.

Starting from Wednesday night, was invited to Sum's birthday celebration. Had dinner at Simply Fish and proceeded to jetty for karaoke session.

It has been a long time since I went for karaoke session. The first time was with my ex-colleagues (3 girls). They sang Chinese songs and the banana me can only READ out a few simple chinese words and that too, the next sentence will appear. I do know how to sing Jay Chou's "Cloudy day/Qing Tian" *bits and pieces ler*

The second time was with 4 members of gTLiers (Yat tuang, MingChoi, Li Yee and Shin Fei). It was crazy boyband era songs man. We 80's babies do have many cheesy yet memorable songs to sing our hearts out. Backstreet Boys, Westlife, Spice Girls etc HAHAH What outing would it be without photo session following suit? hehe

This time around, the karaoke session was initially dominated by the guys but in the end, only me, Leeky and Alvin were last ones standing. Sum was knocked out earlier after countless shots of whisky. Leeky and I had our fair share of drinks, she just went from idle to energizer bunny with tomato flushed face. We sang our hearts and lungs out (without shoes) to Linkin Park. And the best part was, the huge room (the one's at the corner, literally on Straits of Malacca) was empty except for 3 of us and it was raining thunderstorms outside. Hardcore man. Seriously had so much fun, rocking the night away *insert graphics of me playing electric guitar like a pro*!

It was initially just a normal Wednesday night where Leeky and I planned for our "Ladies nite" but somehow the plan evolved to fit in many other activities. We had Baskin Robbins then played squash, followed by dinner. Supposed to meet up with Gayathri for drinks with her entourage at Jonker's too but managed to persuade her join the gang in Pure bar. hehe. *kinda busy night*

Leeky and I decided at 12 am to drop by Arena but they charge cover-charge for guys. Since Alvin was following us, we skipped the idea and headed to Pure bar. Thank goodness the heavy rain had stopped. So, we continued partying away in Pure bar. That place used to be so good. Now it's just like a mini Indonesia. My gosh. How can they allow Muslims to drink and dance there? If any JAIM members see this (not that they'll chance upon this), PLEASE raid that place on Wednesday night. And if Pure Bar management see this, do something before the crowd moves away.

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On Thursday, Olive's family invited me and Leeky over for dinner. Her parents are always welcoming. Homecooked food was delish! Really appreciate this friend of mine who has been always kind to us. Thank you so much.

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Friday was spent hanging out with the bestie.
Leeky sneaked out of Dr Wong's class, just to have breakfast and wanted to go back after breakfast. We even thought of excuses incase he found out. Was utterly talking rubbish in cafetaria until her groupmates came in, informing her that class has ended.
We then decided to do some productive work and Imanaged to drag her to Coffee Bean (not that I like that place but I had a buy1 free 1 coupon) lol!

An effeminate guy sat at the table next to us and had a tattoo of Maneki Neko, Japanese welcoming cat, on the extensor aspect of his right forearm. WTF? hahahaha
Seriously, how does he wave and say Hi? Up down or left right?

Night entertainment was spent at Tesco, snatching cheap toilet rolls from aunties. Not me, the friend.

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Saturday was another day spent in another coffee outlet, my all-time favourite, Starbucks.
How can you not like Dark Mocha or Javachip? Current love is Dark Mocha! Weee~
Barista was kind to let us try their new product which was some espresso affogato with coffee beans, topped with espresso whip cream, sprinkled with espresso powder. I tell you man, it's so crazy stuff. We went back around 5.30pm. Iwas on my bed from 6pm till 8.30pm, the body was out/flat/sour but the brain was working like it's on steroids. Woke up and found out that my dearest friend, Leeky, had the same problem. Hahahahha

It was so much fun realising that we are so compatible! We had been wearing similar styles twice this week although we have totally different fashion taste and wardrobe.

Decided to go over her place and do some work. Was offered alcohol but actually being guinea pig for the bartender wannabe. She mixed vodka with pink guava juice, apple juice and mixture of both. I had to drink it all. Madness. Spent bout 30 mins fighting, rolling on the bed, waiting for caffeine to wear off and stealing my warmth before we actually fall asleep.

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Sunday
Woke up for church. Realised there was a minor confusion but resolved nevertheless. Connected to God again.
Had organised a visitation to the old folks' home in the afternoon for Student Council.

I seriously do not understand how does people, after withdrawing their parents hard-earned EPF money, can actually throw them in the streets?
Or how do montrous children abandon their parents when they are well-to-do and living comfortably?
Even if they use the excuse of lack of time due to work to put their parents in the old folks' home, at least visit them often, drop by or pay a minimal fee for their management!

It's such a heartache seeing old people tearing up when they speak about their children who abandon them. Children who are grown up, independent and lead a successful life. Do they not know that THEY to will grow OLD? and I pray that one day the same thing will bestow them!

And I really appreciate volunteers who sacrifice their time, patience, money and life to take care of this unfortunate citizens. That include students who volunteered their time today. There's definitely a difference we made, the smile on their faces say it all and that's the reward we get. The old folks' needed companion, someone to talk to, to feel important or significant and not to be forgotten.

I am positive that during the journey back in the college bus, everyone was feeling happy and contented, because I did. The atmosphere was different from the time when we were on the way towards the home. It was arterall a lazy Sunday afternoon (:

I felt a little gesture does made a difference. I am glad the old folks' had new mattresses to sleep on (donation of used but good condition matteresses from the college), entertained by our presence and performances and had fun talking to us.

I learn to apppreciate my parent and granparent more today.
It brings me tears to know that one day we will be parted. Hence, it's best to enjoy every moment with them.

To Bali, With love

*I've reached my 202nd posts!
It's an achieviement, I tell you. Many times I wanted to give up blogging cos I doubt my abilities to blog. I dont really have a particular niche but I guess I take my blog as a place to vent out my angers on life but too chicken to do any confrontation, also a place where I wanna share my feelings to people who really care about me and a place where I see the progression of my life and reflect on the past. Sometimes, when I'm bored, I would read my previous posts and still laugh at my silly thoughts at those moments.
To those who have been reading my blog all these times, thanks for dropping by (: *

Having said that, Bali was a bomb *pun not intended*
I had so much fun with Leeky and Gayathri plus Gayathri's sister, Kasturi.

We were so independent, energetic, loud and crazy most of the time but of course, nothing wild *innocent haloes*
850++ photos alone on my camera for 4 days.

Some photos to summed up the best moments of the short vacation.

Rock Bar at Ayana Beach Resort.
Highly recommended place in Bali

Hear no evil, Speak no evil and See no evil

Wow factor!
We had the best seats. This is the award we had for being early and were baked under the sun

Super friendly Balinese at Jimbaran Bay for dinner

Charlie's Angels (locals called us that while we were walking) at Seminyak beach

Pantai Geger, Nusa Dua
Adjacent to the St. Regis Resort beach

Clubbing in Legian 61
After drinking at Vi Ai Pi bar, in the next building

4 Balinese princesses. Haha.

Lunch, facing the volcano in Kintamani.
Paid an absurd amount for medicore food, prolly for the breathtaking view.

One of my favourite pictures with Leeky at Tanah Lot.

Photo looks nice but I was scared as hell.

Locals there were friendly and nice. I would say Balinese hospitality is 4/5!

There's one incident where Leeky and I were trying the local food, Bakso (beef balls in soup, superbly sedap!) at a stall by the main road and were bugged by vendors selling stuff. We were not interested and just shooing them away cos we just wanted to eat in peace. Then one of the vendors tapped me on the shoulder, I was a bit pissed off but luckily did not do or say anything bad cos what the good man wanted to do was just to asked me to stand inside a bit cos it was dangerous to stand by the road since it's a real busy road. He pointed to an empty lot beside the food stall. Oh my. I was so impressed. (:

Of course there were the occasional people who wanted to cheat us but I guess it's their way of tryng to earn a living.

All in all, good place, good food, good atmosphere, right crowd. ^^

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I like the spontaneity; the last minute sleep over, the impulsive eating spree, the quota moments
I like how we can hangout and joke, without gossiping bout others
I like how you worry so much bout how I feel or dislike seeing me disappointed, when I cant watch Transformers though I said it was ok, you insisted on us watching it and we did (the 12.00am - midnight movie) even though you have night posting the next day (a very long day indeed).
I like how you try to fulfill my crave for starbucks even though you can't concentrate studying in Starbucks cos all you can think is shopping
I like our swimming time, where we can joke, laugh and hog the pool like rich tai-tais.
I like you spontaneous, outmost random comments. That shows how mysterious and imaginative your mind works.

Coming back from supper one day, 1.59 am, while driving into the campus
Leech: Eh, why the guard house so dark one? The lights are not on. The gate is wide open and guard no where to be seen.
Leeky: *spontaneously* Usually in horror movies, means all the guards die already *straight face*
Leech: o.O okaaayyyy... and then the 2 bimbos are killed soon after... *kwa kwa*

Thank you, my fren

Seed t-shirt which we both like and my new phone *cough cough*

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Sometimes when I am confused of my own feelings, when I am unable to stand up for myself, the person who I can turn for advice is you, my big sis! Though I dont always follow it cos I'm not that brave, but I am glad that I can always hear your opinion.
Deep down, I feel we have an unexplainable bond and I know that I can always turn to you when I'm in need of help and I hope I can also do the same for you.
Be it, the anger outburst you show when I am bullied or the boisterous laughter when I tell you a joke, your expressions and emotions are always 100% real and it never ceased to amuse me.
There are times when I feel that you are the big sis but other times, you can be such a little girl especially when you are hungry or tired. That makes you quite predictable I guess. :)
Meeting you in India is one of my many blessings. My first friend, first roommate, first pillar of strength, first advisor, housemate, neighbour and kaki clubbing hehe Oh! and also hairdresser *she cuts my fringe in India* hehe
We (me, you, Leek's) gotta be the most chirpy girls in the entire class, when it comes to a "certain" friend of ours.

Thanks for being my fren

Christmas party in Manipal, 2007

After Barcelona, tipsy but otherwise ok. :)

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Encik Sashi, regarding my supposedly "racist" jokes, you know I'm only joking rite? *not* LOL!
Your sensible advice, the ever realistic macha! has been loads of help, your responsibleness keeps our house in Manipal in order, your looks and stare kept me and Alicia save from strangers ^^ and also for carrying my 19283746584kg bag up Gunung Ledang while I can take my own sweet time to climb and somemore dare to asked you to walk faster hehe, and for supporting and encouraging me as always! I am forever grateful! hehe

Nearly died in Gunung Ledang. Hands and legs were wobbly but look at my friend with 2 bags walking beside. HAHA awww.!

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Then there's this friend, a friend who trust me even though we do not always hang out now but I want her (Gayathri) to know that her actions and words do make a difference.
There's once when I borrowed her car when she went back home to Penang, and the other guys messaged her, lied to her that I crashed her car. She did not call or message me right away to question me. Instead, I found out from the guys what they did and messaged her that her car is safe. She replied by saying she knows they are lying and didnt bother bout them. At that moment I was pissed at the guys cos this type of incident is not a joke. But I am glad to know the level of trust that she has on me and of course, there's also my role to play as a responsible driver.

In the bathtub at A Famosa during Alicia's bday party

Someone told me that hanging out with friends should be effortless... She, Chandan, Dinesh and Baveen are fine example of those kind of friends. ^^
Same goes to the saying that, people will forget what you said, what you did but will never forget how you made them feel.

Langkawi 03/09

Batman wannabe and cigar-smoking mafia in Langkawi

Ju-on haunting sleeping beauty, Bav.!
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There's also this particular friend who can make me laugh with his antics. His funny -sharp-gravity-defying hair hair and his muka red-tomato especially after drinking only one cup of beer, are ever entertaining. Over the years, I am proud that his alcohol tolerance has increase significantly. Now, he knows what happened the whole night without falling asleep after a drink. LOL!
He is one friend who need no words to understand what has happen. I know he is a silent friend who will be there when I need help, macam baja hitam. HAHA! Not to mention, he is one of my silent readers haha *Nah. take that ;P*
I remember when I lost my camera the second time, during North India trip and was damn sad, he loaned me his camera. I was really touched cos I jus lost mine and am sad and angry over my carelessness. Though his reason was weird, *he said since I lost my camera, I will definitely take extra precautions and extra care over his camera. Cheh* but that's his way I guess. hehe

He has tendency to recommend food with much enthusiasm but takut others will say it's overrated. hohoho

His comrades are also not to be forgotten. 3 musketeers as i call them *slumdog millionaire?* never fail to laugh at my lame jokes. Yes, muka maintain but spread my jokes to everyone and occasionally ask me to perform in front of others. -_-" I dunno how much of a friend I am to them *hard to keep up u know. hehe* but I definitely regard them as friend. I might not be there for them when in trouble * respective girlfriends duty :) * but at least happie times can be share rite? ^^

mr.muka maintain no 1. subclinical parkisonism *jk jk*
he does laugh *chuckles*

Budak kecik who always call me fei-mui. Sheesh! but luckily i am ho-ngoi. *cantonese*

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My pseudo-brother. Since Manipal days, he has been taking care of me like a little sis. Though he make sme worry most of the time but he is someone who I can talk and joke albeit lots of craziness. Hehe
For someone who is 1/2 chinese (sino-kadazan), he is quite racist towards his own race and always making fun of my rabbit sign *he calls it the china-sign V^-^v*
He is never judgmental and always accommodating towards my demands. A friend who is just a phone call away. Thanks loads pseudo ;)

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There's also my A1 groupmates, people who are same postings with me for erm, 3 semesters. We have our disagreements but plenty of fun times too. hehe the after class tea time and watching the daily dramas by a "certain" someone. Glad to be in the same group with u guys =)

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I'm neither emo nor dying anytime soon btw. Jus in case you r thinking why the sudden post. ^.^
I was thinking why wait when I wanna express my gratitude to people whom I care?
and for the fact that I am skipping class tomorrow makes me happie too. haha
Typing this post brought back so much memories. :)

p.s: will update on this list soon. hehe. *updated*
p.p.s: not that i'm perasan but... you can send in your request for me to write bout you. Let me squeeze my head on what we both share together ^^

p.p.ps: gTLiers- our friendship is irreplaceable k. more like sisterhood man. missing the crazee bunch! do you hear me? hehe
mwah! *big fat juicy kiss*

missing members: emmie, cheryl, li yee and meikuen

i <3 you

so leech and i had a conversation about ppl who were or will be (ahem!) in our past. we talked about what was, what could have been to where we are right now. i was telling her about how i keep myself updated with a particular xx when the conversation came to this...

leech: ohh, he use facebook?
me: yeahh, has always been.
leech: mm, can i add him?
me: errr, why ah?
leech: so that i can message him and say JERKKKK!!

at this point i started laughing really hard...

me: mm, then can i add yy?
leech: can la! i think he knows you cause i tell him about you sometimes.
me: good! then i can message him as well and say ASSHOLE!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
so sweeeeeeet! i love you amanda lai lee chen! (:

Shoutout

Nothin beats good company =)
Thanks buddies. U guys know who you are.
I am glad for having gfs, cos without saying anything, they can feel the same emotions.
I am also glad for being a girl. Cos every girl has the license to bi**h. *evil smirk*

I'm not saying this on the spur of the moment but I really appreciate your love and concern.

No matter how gloomy the world is...
I still believe the best is yet to come..



p.s: To think that at the age of 22+, I am still clouded by adolescent problems. Sigh. Haha. So sien!

Catch up

This is a picture i found from the internet.
This is the one ShwuTyng created. ahahah. So cute but dunno why the colour a bit out though.

Spent more than an hour chatting with her. It's really nice just talking and doing lame/funny stuff together (i'll be sending her random websites and pictures). hahaa K la. Most of the "lame" part was mine. I've been promising her for ages to call her or at least get in touch but everytime I'm so busy doing something else. She either has really good "patience" or she misses bullying/'char-ing' me ^-^. I'm glad we had the conversation. At least I know what my friends back home are up to. =)

How nice if I can talk to my other friends too.. I'm just a bit sad that i'm the one always taking the initiative to maintain the friendship and sometimes i just have to admit that things do change and it's really out of our control.

*UPDATE*

Me friend seriously has sleeping disorder. She stayed up all night doing these:- Love it to bits tho.. ^-^

how thoughtful! hahah she dressed the "mini" (quite brave using the word mini to describe myself) me up in saree with sash too (to cover up otherwise bulging belly)

happy family. ok la. half of the family. hopefully there's no more extension to the family or else it'll mean she's not sleeping!